ARTIST STATEMENT: A friend went to Morocco and bought me unmarked vials of raw organic pigments. The names
she remembered intrigued me: lapis, turmeric, certain flowers, crushed snails, saffron, cobalt.
They brought to mind a preciousness I felt lacking, in substance and in material. I played scientist - painstakingly experimenting with each pigment to find the proper binder to create stable watercolors. Still, I sometimes I wet my paper and brushed the powered pigment straight onto the surface. The normal push and pull between control and mayhem, common in wet-on-wet technique, became magnified. The pigments seemed to shoot through the water and over the page as the water destroyed the rigidity of the paper, modifying and destabilizing any boundary it encountered. The result was lusciously unpredictable.
As I maneuver these pools of pigment and water into recognizable forms, I do so undoubtedly
from the vantage of a woman. I am drawn to something uninhibited in certain images of intimacy, sex, fetishism, devastation, medical imagery and joy. In each I find a flicker of the struggle between control and mayhem, a condition I perceive as familiar - after all, I inhabit this body, in this climate. Usually it is not the actual "thing" that I am drawn to, but rather the effect produced. In turn, when I reproduce theses images, having always preferred psychological drama to the pictorial, I am more focused on the act of revealing than providing specific explanations. The outcome is a purposeful move from the specific image to a more open ended translation.